You see it from a different view than I do, boa.
Even if I was mega hot or ugly it wouldn't change my opinion on body modification and would still want to get them. It's not just about looks.
I love the excitement of getting it, I love how it looks, I love how it feels (before, during and after). It's expressing myself in a different way. It's an art form. I love it all.
I love being different, I like the fact I'm not plain looking like everybody else. I get negative reactions and positive reactions but it really doesn't matter whether people like it or not, as long as I like it I'll continue doing it. Other people's opinion on my looks doesn't bother me one bit. I am who I am and if people can't accept it or at least be open minded about it than they're not worth knowing.
I realize that getting a job would be hard being so modified, but that's why i'm going to wait a few years before I start really getting into it. I need more time to think about the more heavier stuff and I also would like to try to get working in the modification industry.
I've wanted to work in the industry for about 4-5 years. I've been thinking about being heavier modified for the past year. I'll continue thinking about it for another year or so just so I know that I really do want it. I don't think i'll change my mind but it is something big so I want to be absolutely sure.